Wouldn't sleep be nice

What else would I be doing at 11:21pm on a night when I have to get up at 4:45am other than blogging?  I am trying to get prepared for my trip but I am really struggling with this one.  I am freaking out a little about leaving Alexis and it is throwing my normal mojo off a little.  I can't focus enough to make a list for packing and planning.  I have been to the store about a million times trying to remember everything I need for the trip.  I still have dishes and laundry to do.  And yet, I did nothing to benefit the trip (outside of finally sending my flight info) because I don't want to waste any time when Alexis is awake doing it and I am so exhausted when I put her to bed that I don't feel like doing anything.  Work is stressing me out right now and I am disappointed by that.  I had hoped this new position would align with what I reall want to be doing with my career right now.  It is starting to a take a very negative direction and I am trying hard to talk myself into staying positive about it.  I am looking forward to seeing my mom and we have a ton of fun stuff planned.  Not looking forward to the flights and the time hanging out in Detroit on the way to London but my brother figured out the best plan.  The trip would not be doable with a toddler, at least not for me and definitely not as enjoyable, so for now, I am just trying to think about the fun stuff and how excited Alexis will be to see me when I get back.  Time for bed now (the furnance goes down to 65 at night which was 3 hours ago, my feet are cold!) and hopefully that means some sleep.  Check back here when I get back from my trip!